ive never celebrated christmas before(im 20), my parents are jehovahs witnesses and so are my moms parents but i am not. my moms brother and sister arent and my dads side of the family some are and some arents..anyways for some reason this year i really really wana do christmas the real way, i wanted to last year too and couldve with my aunt but i felt kind of like i would be betraying my family even tho im not a jehovahs witness,becaause my mom always tells me how she want me to and blah blah..it does make me feel really guilty even tho i dont wana be apart of it.. the thing is, should i be feeling guilty for wanting to celebrate christmas, ive never done the whole presents and chrismas tree and that whole family thing and it kinda makes me jealous to be honest, not that my parents never gave me presents over the years,theyre awesome.. but like i cant help but feel a lil left out.. is this normal? and should i be spending christmas with my aunt even tho shes seen as like the blacksheep of the family?..(last year she called me so many times to come to christmas but i never picked up my phone)
Oh, you don’t know how much fun you have missed! Don’t miss any more, do what YOU want to do, if it makes you happy then do it! You have let your parents control how you live your life for too long.
February 16th, 2010 at 9:01 pm
there is nothing really special about xmas only really sharing the day with family and loved ones
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